An incident that happened a couple of days back is still affecting me. I took the wrong decision at the wrong time and the result was pure insult and nonsense. I thought about what I had done and how I could have changed it all with one slight change in decision. i don't regret my action. Initially I was little worried, guilt ridden one can. I was seeking an answer from someone who could tell me whether I was wrong or not. I wanted a peace of mind before I went to bed that. I kept twisting and turning in bed. Finally I got up, switched on my laptop, connected my internet dongle and popped up my messenger. By sheer coincidence my most trusted partner in crime was online. I confided to the person about my situation and the kaleidoscope of emotions passing through me. Ten minutes of conversation and I was suddenly out of the blue. I started feeling better and brighter. Something inside me lit up. I smiled. I thanked my partner for those ten precious minutes which changed my day to a better one. I suddenly realized that we human beings are always good at reassuring someone else but not not so good at reassuring oneself. That's the way we are I suppose.
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