Left out....

It ain't fun when you're the left out one

Trust me I know it better than anyone

Been there, seen it and damn I felt it

All it does it pull down your own spirit

Thought about moving towards the door

Not once but a thousand times and more

Seen nobody who could hold my hand

It was very much nothing- like I planned

Everyone was with someone or the other

How I wished to run away to my  mother

Standing like a poppy in a paddy field

I wish I could hide under some shield

Oh they make me cry they make me sigh

All I could do is to ask myself to just lie

I am afraid of being alone in a crowd

Like the sun hidden by the dark cloud

You may try & take the light out of my life

For you cut me open by and by like a knife

I wish to breakout and speak openly alike

I realize I am not the one holding the mike

Fight is between your words & my thoughts 

I try not to lose for you are calling the shots

I ain't gonna give up now never or ever

I shall change to be better or best forever

Either I shall become the best in the lot

Or I shall stand alone & be most sought

It ain't fun when you're the left out one

Trust me I know it better than anyone

I ain't gonna runaway this time from you

Because this time you will know my view